Smiling Jaws, Dusty Claws
May 13, 2019
I was walking down town with a guy in a green shirt. We came to a corner and a street vendor was demonstrating these toy models. There were two models that she was demonstrating. One was a bird and the other was a frog. The bird was teal and orange with a white belly. The frog was lime green with a silver belly. Then she moved some parts and the animals transformed. The bird turned into a seal and the frog turned into a crocodile. Then she started chasing me with the crocodile. I was running and looking back at the jaws when I ran into a construction site. The crossing guard was yelling to stop, but I didn't hear her. Then I heard her tell, "Stay still." Then I stopped and this huge tractor drove over me. I watched the wheels and the gears drive around me. Sand and dirt clouds were kicked up around me. I sat there for a minute then brushed myself off and walked away.
May 7, 2019
I was in my house and family members started to show up for thanksgiving. I was the host. It was my first time hosting at my place. I needed to get dressed. People kept coming in and out of my bedroom unannounced. I was kicking people out and directing them to the table. They said I was being rude because I kept kicking them out of my bedroom.
Then, I finally got dressed and I was standing at the head of the table. Their faces morphed into dog like features with big eyes and furry noses. I was thanking everyone for coming and politely asked them to respect my house because I don't let people in my home. They started howling and singing and dug into their food face first.
I walked away and went to my room.
Levels of Empathy
May 05, 2019
I was in my house when my friends invited me to come out with them. There were three girls and a guy. We were driving and went to this parking lot and stopped.
I had on a hoodie and had a blanket over my legs. We all got out of the car. The guy stood in front of us and said, "Wanna play a game?"
I said, "Not really."
Then he raised his hands and a board game appeared. It looked like Candyland. Then a prize appeared next to the board. I looked up and the guy had a thick rubber band between his fingers. He said, "Roll the dice. If you win you get the prize, if not I get to pluck you with this rubber band.
He stretched the rubber band so far back that I could image the impact cutting off your hand. I said, "No thank you."
Then I was transported to my car. I was taking the winding roads to school. My car had this string contraption on the window that followed the path of the road. I had to wind the string on this holographic images, cut the string, and only then would my car drive. I had to do this at each stop sign.
At one stop sign, there was a man behind me in a vintage white mustang who was getting aggregated at how slow I was going. Cars were piling up behind me. I said, "This is crazy!" So I took the last spool of string, wrapped it in a circle and cut it twice. Then I fell into the center of the earth.
Then I was back at my house. I was exhausted. There was a man inside my house. He made the house huge and looked at me. I said, "Thank you for the extra space."
He said, "Why won't you play with me?"
I said, "Because you're causing me too much distress."
"I just want someone to understand me."
I looked for awhile and said, "Satan?"
"I'm an angel also. I play the role of contrast. I represent bad so you all can know what good is. It's so unfair. I am who I am."
I said, "I understand it's hard, but you're right, you are who you are."
He sat down and mixed a colorful drink and made some kind of dip. "I need brussel sprouts, do you have any?"
I said, "No I don't, but the market might still be open, it's the weekend. They might be open later." It was 11:59pm.
"Do you want to come with me?"
"No, not really?" I said. He kept calling my by my sister's name and then correcting himself and calling me Keri.
I did have to go out so I told him that I was going somewhere else. We were both in the parking lot. He drove a Jeep (without the doors). I thought I left the stove on so I ran back into the house. When I got into the kitchen, he had teleported in front of me.
"Is everything ok (sister's name)?" he asked.
I said, "Yeah, I thought I left the stove on so I wanted to double check."
Then he started speaking through my mind, "I was concerned for you."
Then I thought and he heard, "I felt empathetic towards you."
Then I woke up.
March 24, 2018
I woke up at the point when the medicine man stood up. He was glowing gold with rays extending and dancing effortlessly. His cheeks were blood red and his chest was pleated with armor. The land turned into a blanket of cinnamon sticks. All those around me started bowing down and repeating something in a language that sounds like ocean vibrations. I kissed the cinnamon earth and said, "We are one."
Rather be a Rock Star
August 15, 2017
I had a dream that my family and I were moving to Indianapolis. Before we left there was a store that was a skateboard shop.
I was cruising the shop when one family member came over and said that his brother and sister in law with the baby wanted us to come over before we left.
I said I don't want to. I've been here this whole time and they never invited me over. They just want to clear their conscious before we leave. You all can go, but I'm going into the skateshop.
The skateshop was divided into three parts. There was the vertical part, another section with items in glass cases, then the skateboard and accessories part.
I went in the skateboard side. They had skateboards for indoor skating, shirts, and this device you could put in your mouth and play the air guitar.
It was fun.
February 26, 2017
I was calling into this auditorium for work to plan for a meeting with 12 physicians. I started to ask a question for clarification, but the phone disconnect. I decided I'll drive to the auditorium. There was on the far wall a list of numbers from 1 to 12 for each row. I looked down the row and all of the seats were taken except for 1 and 2. I sat down at seat to and asked the question I had over the phone, but I was interrupted by another coworker. I remember saying that people with a certain interest should shadow the phycian in that field. I got a strange look. I stood up and walked out of the auditorium and I was on a beach.
On the beach was a sapphire blue glass hotel that shimmered off the water. Just checked into my hotel room. I toured the room which was decorated mostly in glass and mirrors. I walked in and Jennifer Lopez was there in the kitchen mixing drinks, but she was very quiet.
Then Stephen Curry and Daley knocked on the door and came in. The walked over to some door with mirrors and sat down on the couch.
A man with thick braided dreadlocks with a top hat came in quietly along with who seemed to be a younger version of Stevie Wonder.
The guy in the top hat looked at me and said very quietly, "Don't let us be disturbed." Jennifer handed me a drink and then everyone went into to room with the couch except for the man in the top hap. He stood by a mirror in the hallway in plain site of the door.
I heard a knock on the door and it was a journalist. He tried to look around inside of the room, but I had the chain on. I asked, "May I help you?" He said, "I'm looking for Jennifer, but I think I have the wrong room." Then I closed the door.
I walked away just a couple of feet and the door knocked again. This time it was one of the ushers who tried to spin attack his way inside, but the chain on the door stopped him. I just calmly shut it.
Then another knock. I looked through the peep hole this time and there was again man with a small parade float. I looked back at the man with the top hat and he nodded for me to open the door. When I opened it there was John Conyers (US Representative) standing in front of raw float very prestigious. He said he wanted to wish his son a happy birthday. Then I heard a baby crying. This lady with curly hair had a newborn in her arms. She placed it on top of some boxes on the float. John said, "We'd like to introduction him to the newest member of the family. "
The baby almost crawled off the boxes and I yelled out, "Whoooo." I just looked at then and said nothing. The man started disassembling the float and said, "Now who are we going to give all this alcohol to?"
I closed the door and the man with the top hat walked into the room with the couch. I walked in behind him and everyone was relaxed. Daley was humming. Jennifer was gazing outside. Stephen was watching TV. Stevie was swaying his head from side to side. They all turned and looked at me and started to get up. Then Daley said, "We'll be back later."
I went to the kitchen to get some frozen pineapple to add to my drink.
October 3, 2016
I had a dream that I was coloring on this porch that was overlooking a Dragon Ball Z tournament. The kids were flying and dodging thrown rocks, trap doors, steel cages, and giants.
I took a break from coloring to join in the games. There was this slender giant that looked like my brother. He was walking slowly towards me while trying to catch me or stomp me.
I noticed I could fly up high in the clouds. He couldn't jump that high. When I soared into the clouds I could see the universe. I could hear the giant jumping up and down.
I got tired of dodging the obstacles and decided to go back on the porch. The other parents were calling their kids from the games also.
Taste the Sky
June 23, 2016
I was sailing in a little boat in the sky. I was coasting fast on clouds, sparkles, and stars. The sky smelled like purple grapes and was lavender, white, and orange. I had my mouth open to taste the sky. It tasted like cotton candy.
October 28, 2015
I was driving with down a country road when there was a police barrier ahead. The car in front of me was trying to swerve to get in between the two police cars and get away.
One of the officers leaped into the open window and pulled the man out. The officer who pulled him out started hitting him with a hand whip over and over on his arms and hands.
I was creaping my way through the barrier when I saw another man being beaten with a longer whip by another officer.
It was almost like they didn't see me or acknowledge my presence. I drove to the top of a hill and hide. I was close enough where I could still see.
The man who was driving in front of me was standing up now. One officer was hitting him in the back of the head with a plastic broom stick handle. He was hitting him so hard that the plastic was breaking off into pieces and flying past my head. He broke about three broom sticks over his head. The man didn't even move. He just stood there.
The other man was now completely naked. He was being held down by two officers and being kicked between his legs by the other. He didn't make a sound.
They brought the two beaten men together and force them to rip their own fingernails off. One guy took his middle finger and bit it off. It was a little strange because there wasn't that much blood.
The officers turned on the car and opened the hood and forced the two guys to melt their fingerprints on the radiator. This is the only time the two men screamed.
I was at this house. A large Victorian house. I could hear six men upstairs. I heard a paper shredder grinding documents. It was six officers.
They were trying to get rid of their identity. Then they would, intermittently, take a man out of the closet to torture.
I grabbed my friends at this point and said that we needed to get out of here.
We snuck down to the garage and got in the car and turned it on.
We opened the garage and tried to back out, but the driver just froze. There was a man with an automatic strapped to a refrigerator.
He was pointing the gun in our direction, but the driver said to shoot the water heater. He did. Then a bathtub fell from above. It fell on the mans chains. The driver said to shoot the tub. He did.
I was like, "Can you back us the hell out of here? You're not frozen anymore."
He did. Just as we were pulling away, I remembered I left my phone in the bathroom.
October 12, 2015
I just had a creation story dream.
I was in class and my professor, who kept shape shifting between a man and a woman, handed us our first quiz.
The quiz was on chapter one: the Egyptian Creation Story. It was completely fill in the blank with a word bank.
Some of the words I remember were: moor, fusion, ion, Eye of Eternity, God From the Land of Eternity, owl, creation, relaxation.
I didn't read the chapter recently, but read it at the beginning of the course so I forgot most of the Egyptian one.
Then the professor morphed into an Egyptian, fully robbed with adornments and said, "Who ever doesn't finish this quiz will have to stay after and chat with me about Creation."
I said to myself, "Looks like I'll be chatting about creation later."
And I did have to.
The professor asked, "Why didn't you finish the quiz?"
In my thoughts I said because I was having a hard time focusing on relearning the material because you kept shape shifting. But all I said was, "I had alot on my mind."
Then we started talking about Mesopotamia's Creation Story and the Sumatran's Creation Story, and one other ancient story (I forgot the location).
Then he asked me, "Do you believe in any of them?"
I said, "No I don't."
She asked, "Why?"
"Because, it's all about a group of one people from the perception of that one within that group. It's a civilization creation story, not THE creation story.
Then the professor started radiating a blue and silver light and said, "Mmmm. Let's talk some more later."
Then I woke up.
"Even in the nights I have unpleasant dreams, I am thankful. I get to feel, taste, smell, see, and hear. I have super strength and endurance. It's when my mind is void of these phenomena, when I wake up and remember nothing but a black abyss...those I consider nightmares."